Some Thoughts About Loving You

 Most of my thoughts 

Are far from random

Most of my thoughts are of you

I think of you both day and night

A life without you

Would be a fright

I will love you forever and ever

A love that no one can severe

Here i Am, Hoping You'll Stop

 Here I am

And there you go

Once again running through my mind

So I reach out

But I can't catch up

I can't find the energy

So I'm always falling behind

And then all of a sudden

You are here once once more

Again running through my mind

Hoping you'll stop 

And be kind

And spend some time with me

Because here I am . . .

Thoughts and Memories

 Often my thoughts are from memories

Pleasant thoughts of the past

Memories so precious to me

Memories that I hope will last

Reflections on trips and events

Of you and me together

Memories engraved on my mind

That not even time can sever

Reflections of long walks

Along mountain trails and on beaches

Sharing with you all of God's wonders

Special places where my mind reaches

My memories take me to special dates

To parties and special celebrations

All of my memories of you and I

Are all very special tome

I'm Sorry that i Embarrass You

 I am sorry that I embarrass you

I so want to ne your man

The man in your life

The man of your dreams

The man you want to be with

The man who makes you happy

And the man who makes you smile

But instead you have me

A fat, balding old man

A man who speaks without thinking

A man who cries at the drop of the hat

Be it happy or sad

And these are the things at the icebergs tip

That I'm sure embarrass you

And I'm sorry . . .

Thoughts on Cyring

 Why do I cry

I know no why

I cry when I'm sad

That is a given

But I cry when happy

And that is quite sappy

My emotions overflow

No matter where I go

And what causes the tears

I do not know

As my tears continue to flow

And to make things worse

It has become like a curse

With each day as I get older

And I don't know what to do

I don't have a single clue

Other than to just let the tears flow

And so I carry a hanky wherever I go

All I Know is That I Love You

 I can't get you out of my mind

You are always there and present

Your image imprinted on my mind

And so it goes day in and day out

Every day and every night, always

All of the time without rhyme or reason

All of the time and in every season

My thoughts are often quite carnal

But also are pure

All that I know is that I love you

And that is for sure

Knowing or Not Knowng

 Knowing or not knowing

That is my burden

One that I carry silently 

And quietly . . .

Putting aside curiosity

Siding with ignorance

And the not knowing

It maybe being the less painful

But still wanting to know

Wanting to know if you love me

But afraid of asking

Afraid of what may be the truth

Being the coward that I am

Quietly living in ignorance

Of not knowing

Life as it Should Be

 The first day of March

Three months into the new year

And so far

All fares well . . .

My resolution for the New Year was simple

Make every day as special, perfect, and happy as possible

Days full of hopefulness and no regrets

And so far, so good

Life as it should be . . .

Love never Ending . . .

 February, the month of love

Ends tomorrow

And March begins

Time marches on

Second, minutes, and hours

Weeks, days, and months

Continuous and never ending

Time that is . . .

But what of love?

What of February?

Valentines Day?

Love should also be continuous

Our lives should radiate love

On going and continuous

And never ending . . .