Midnight Vigil Revisited

It has begun, the beginning of another midnight vigil . . .
Wondering when or if you will call, or if you even think of me?
Wondering if your heart will ever soften and allow me back in?
Wondering if I am destined to spend every night in such quandary?
Yet, hoping and praying that one day we will back in each others arms . . .
And that you will love me as you once did and solice can be found
And love between us will once again abound
But in the meanwhile nighttime and my midnight vigil will be my curse
And loneliness will be my companion . . .