How Loud is Silence?

Often there is nothing that speaks so loud as silence
And your silence speaks volumes to me and my paranoia
My fear that I have somehow made you upset or angry
Yet, I know that sometimes you just like to keep to yourself
And just be alone with your inner being and your thoughts
But in my paranoia and fear of losing you and your love
Your silence often speaks in loud volumes that scare me
Yet, I know not what to do, except tread softly
Letting the moment pass and avoiding anything sensitive
Although in my paranoid imagination I feel hurt
But I don't know what to do or what to say
So, in my silence I don't speak at all
Which leaves me to ponder
How loud my silence is to you?