If the Pain Could Just Go Away

There are some days that I feel I could just die
And no one would even notice or even care
Which sounds like I'm having a big pity party
But really I'm not feeling sorry for myself
I really feeling sorry for others and for you
The ones who have to put up with me
And all of my mood swings and neediness
So here I sit with a splitting headache
Feeling that my head could explode
Almost wishing that I could just die
And wondering if anyone would really care
Even thinking that it might be a blessing
Especially to you and to me
If my head would just stop aching
And the pain of it all would finally go away