My Chest Feels Tight, Is it My Heart Feeling Full of Love?

My chest feels tight
As it has for many days
Especially lately . . .
In my mind I tell myself
It is the feeling of love
That I have for you
Yet, I often fear
It could be something more
Something quite ominous
Maybe my heart failing
Causing me great worry
Fearing to be a burden to you
So if it isn't my heart
Feeling all full of love
I hope and I pray
That I go ever so quickly
So your life can carry on
And I can go to hell
Or wherever . . .
But I hope its just my heart
All full of love for you
And I will go on living . . .