Memories That Keep My Love for You Alive

Last night you had sex with me
While I made tender love to you
Trying my best to satisfy you
And ignite even a small spark
Of passion and love between us
Like the fire and passion of old
That used to exist between us
Which causes me to remember
The many times that we loved
Our two bodies united as one
And these are the memories
That keep my love for you alive

Looking Beyond Dreams To Reality

I used to shut my eyes and dream
That someday you would look at me
With tenderness, caring and love
And with all of your heart
Want to be my Queen
But now with eyes wide open
I find myself daily hoping
That I'll stop groping
In fantasies of dreamland
And that you will cherish
Both me and your wedding band
And that reality will find us
You and me together
Finding us
In love . . .

Seeing Signs and Going Crazy

I am probably just crazy
With my imagination
Going off the deep end
But I am seeing signs
From time to time
Telling me that you care
Giving me a small hope
That you still love me . . .
For example today:
You smiled at me
And made me a rolled peanut butter and jelly tortillia
Then shared some yummy home custard with me this evening
And then let lay next to you in bed and hold you while you were reading
But like I said, I am probably just crazy
Yet, that doesn't mean I don't love you
Because I do love you and you know it!

Even Briefly Holding You is Like Heaven

It was so nice to be able to hold you in my arms tonight
Even if it was for just a brief spell while you were reading
Still, it was like a heaven for me just to be able to be close
Feeling you softly breathe and hearing your heart beat
Imagining how it would be to hold you every night
And to have you hold me and want to hold me
Like we used to hold each other
When there was love . . .
And so I pray to God that such times will return

Looking for Sunshine and Patiently Waiting

Looking for sunshine in your eyes
Each day I yearn to hear your sighs
And even on the most cloudy days
Having your love is for what I pray
For I love you with all my heart
I always have right from the start
So with each passing day I will try
To see the sunshine in your eyes
And continue to patiently wait
Until I hear you lovingly state
That you once again you love me . . .

Legalities and Love # 11

The poet and writer
Inside of me has been silent
And nearly dead
For a long, long while
In fact, for much too long
And even a I write
The thoughts and words
Are having trouble
Forming in my mind
Because of my troubles
Relating to Legalities
And to Love . . .
Yet, it is no surprise
At least I suppose
As I read past entries
That it could be predicted
Even before you announced
That you are leaving me
And can no longer stand me
Let alone, love me
Although in my mind
And yes, in my hopeful heart
That your mind will change
And you will stay . . .
But your talk of moving out
Consulting an attorney
And wanting me
Out of your life
All seem to scream
That you really are leaving
And want me out
Of your life
Since I am no longer
In your heart
Leaving me to be alone
And to cry . . .
Especially, as I think
About days past
And our time together
And how I courted you
And how you will soon
"Court" me in court
As you take and run
Leaving me broken
And dying inside
As I write this night
Of legalities
And of love . . .