In Fearful Contemplation of Losing You

In these last many days
And for now many months
I have felt myself fading
With a feeling so degrading
As I fearfully comtemplate
Losing you and your love
And becoming less than whole
Causing my body and soul
To cry out in mortal pain
As the tears pour like rain
And my reason for living
Begins to die little by little
With my heart breaking
Into a million pieces . . .