My Daily and Nightly Burden

I get up in the morning and go about my day
While in my mind I go over and over recent events
Trying so hard to understand and make sense of it all
So I wonder and question how it could be
That you could hold me and kiss me and make love to me
Sharing what seemed to be pleasant days and nights together
Only to be followed by an invisible wall between us
Where there is nothing but cold stares from you
With little or no conversation and none of the physical
And anger if I make any attempt to even touch you
Followed by comments that I just don't get it
But truth be known I don't want to get it
I just want to understand and know what has gone wrong
To mend the differences and to be a better man
And to once more deserve your love and affection
These are the things that I ponder and that torment my mind
Each morning when I get up
And accompany me through the day
And into each night