Knocked to My Knees

I'm knocked to my knees and have no where to go
My life is a failure with no good things to show
I've ruined your life with sadness and grief
Until you've had to take pills to give you relief
And yet I hang on while you want to leave
You say the loves dying but I refuse to believe
But I don't know what to do as I drown in my tears
And at night I can't sleep because I'm haunted by fears
You say my words mean nothing and you are deaf to my pleas
My life and heart are now at your mercy
Here I am, knocked to my knees.