Not Writing, But You Are Still On My Mind

I haven't written anything for awhile
Although my mind has been running non-stop
Most often finding myself up late at night
Unable to turn-off my thoughts and mind
Even though I drop into bed dead tired
Tired, drained, but wired . . .
So, why haven't I written anything for awhile?
Mainly because I have been searching for answers
Mostly asking myself if you really love me
Or love me at all?
Regardless,you still inspire me
But I don't know what to write
Not any hearing any affirmations of love from you
I so wish that you would tell me that you love me
So I could start writing again

Obsessive Compulsive

Obessive Compulsive
I guess thats me
But is it a disorder?
Could it be a positive?
Or does it mark me?
Am I some kind of psycho?
Do I need counseling?
Or am I normal?
My thoughts go to extremes
Including having fun
And relaxing
Which in my mind
Includes work projects
Mostly around the homefront
And in nearly my every thought
Loving you
And making love to you
With you being my major obession
Yes, I suppose I am Obessive Compulsive
And I'm ok with that