Friday, June 27, 2008

A Nice Way . . .

Tonight we held each other
With me kissing you
And you kissing back
A nice way to say goodnight
A nice way to start the weekend
A nice way to spark our marriage
And just a nice way regardless
Regardless of anything
Especially a nice way to live

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Chocies and Choosing

I choose to be happy
I choose to love you
I choose my way
Through this life
Having you as my wife
I choose to be patient
I choose to bide time
I choose to be yours
It is my choice
My heart has a voice
As I choose to wait
For your heart to change
While I wait to see
If you will choose me

As You Went Your Own Way

This evening you went your way
While I was left to be alone
To busy myself running errands
While you went by yourself
Much to my dismay to see a play
Saying I wouldn't be interested
Never asking my thoughts
With nary a care of feelings
As I silently ran errands
In a sad and painful loneliness
As you went your own way . . .

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

I So Wish You Would Just Talk to Me . . .

I so wish you would just talk to me
It feels like you are pulling away
Distancing yourself from intimacy
And distancing yourself from me
With your unemotional silence
Accompanied by no enthusiasm
For my kisses or affection
And terseness of voice
As you pull away
With each day
And yet
My eyes are dry
Holding back tears
And fighting all fears
You are planning to leave
While I keep on hanging in there
Hoping and praying for improvement
And for love to bloom anew for we two
A love reborn between me and you
Or maybe nothing will happen
With things continuing on
You staying married
For convenience
Until I die
All alone
And sad
I so wish you would just talk to me . . .